| It finally gotten into me, animal cruelty and environmental devastation are not acceptable anymore. If imma continue my act against exotic animals getting eaten by my own ethnic group and pointing it out to them that eating endangered species is so not cool, why not go all the way right? Why not me, as a human being while being a nature preacher, can just sacrifice the meat and cheesecake for a change? Well, then, ladies and gentlemen, im on training starting today. How hard could it be? I grew up in a filipino family who prep vegies on a regular basis, and going vegan is nothing but like no eating meat, dairy products which i dont consume at all except for a little cheesecake indulging now and then (oh and fruit smoothies, cookies, etc...grrrrrr i think i might've consumed alot than i thought), and eggs, which i dread. Hoekay, hold up! I CANT. Not my cookies or MILk chocolate...NOOO and or CHICKEN, i still love my chicken but slaughtering them is so unethical nonetheless. >,<

Vegetarian IT IS! "pesco/pollo" vegetarianism to be more exact. I cannot eat pork, beef, and any kind of exotic meat (no monkeys or aligators, euch). I'll be eating my chicken and or fish but not in a regular basis. And the great thing, i still have my dairy, yay! Getting milk from a cow is not harsh at all. It's like profiting on their products, mind you not. So its like semi-vegetarianism, a path to take on being fully-vegetarian or the other way around. Do you think i could do it? I dare you to tell me i cant, to not do it...oh well, its my final desicion and we'll see what happens then.





| if the other end is not working, use the other side, stupid cheap pastel, argh. Im still in the process of finishing my self-potrait. i didnt do anything last night mainly because i got stuck in soyouwanna.com reading articles about faking being an indie expert and veganism. No, im not planning to do or be any of the two, though i should practice yoga more. I need a balance mind, i might have a better control of my anger towards my mom by 45 minutes breathing in and out then. Im too lazy to do any physical exercise anyway, so why not spiritually, you know? lol

Anyway, our world is very superficial. We, human beings, judge off others by their outside appearances too much. We live day by day without failing to point out imperfections, perfections, and the what nots. It is already our direct impulse to do so and i dont think that anything could stop it. We are hypnotize by the pretty faces around us, gazing at them, wish we own them, we have all this different conotations about them, poor average joe; i feel bad for the people like me who's only part of the average population. We magically disappear every time that model like skinny, exotic beauty walks by. We would then feel shitty, unwanted, and useless...we would do anything to strive perfection by getting surgeries, boobs agmentation, etc That's how damn celebrities, models, TV personnels, and regular drop-dead gourgeous people make us feel. They make us think we're not better enough to live in this fast-evolving world. Why is appearance matters so much? I dont get it...i just dont. We all get to that point where our faces wrinkle anyway, so what's the freakin deal? No, im not jealous to any fuckin pretty faces out there, im just saying that people should stop caring about the outside too much. Like me, you others out there who classify itself as average, learn to love your self; i know, i havent loved my own beauty for 16 years because you know why? Because everyday, i see these models, these freakin over-the top gorgeous people and as to compare myself to them, im nothing but of 1%. Then again, comparing yourself to another will not help you love what you got, so dont be like me, never compare. We dont have the same outside physic so we cannot really say, oh she's prettier, or he's way handsome than he is..blah blah.




-freak.assholes.



| WORLD DEFINITIONS

Shmenky-a smelly person but with a smexy bod. XD
Spollute-fart pollution.
Drave-driving in a cemetary.
Skade-to describe a person who constantly falls on his/her butt while skating.
Ploofle-its a poof with an l and le on it lol
Jave-a surfer who constantly scratches his crotch.
Splunge-kool-aid!
Flunkdinger -a stupid student flunking PE.
Booberclap-hahaha, tissue stuffin for bras. very versatile! lol

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {9:37 PM}

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Old picture of my room. compared to what i have now, there were a little less clutter then.

Here's how it looked after a week of school hassle and lazing around.

one-eyed monster.

puppy love, can i get an awww? lol

fall sunrise only be seen in the comforts of my window. XD

baby me! wiwit! big mickey mouse ears, werent i adorable? lol

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {4:31 PM}

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I'M SO EMO. BOO!

off to go clean my room, probably take a shower before go mingle with the visitors later and then i could start my self-portrait or learn how to use acrylic on canvas.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {10:42 AM}

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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Ironically, work was a little bit fun. The library is empty as a usual weekend day, no patrons or cute kids to say hi to but i wasnt bored or anything, i feel energize from yesterday. As i walk the "walk of shame" along sherman way, i remembered how people would say "Hi, chinita" or a plain hi courtesy could leave me embarrassed and looking down. All of them are gone, i missed those days. boohoo.

Anyway, 4 volunteers came including Sal and Tim, yes you heard it right, Sal was there, weee. Him being there, kept me excited the whole 2 hours. We didnt talk much, he asked for the scissors but that was about it...oh and asking if we want the door closed--no personal stuffs whatsoever. I havent seen him for 5 days and it was refreshingly good to see his "cute" face, lol

After work, clyde and I went vallarta "window" shopping. I like the athmosphere there, very lively, and the music, hubba hubba, muy sexy! haha. i bought us cheesecake that im indulging myself on now. just like the fruit tart, its creamy and nearly fattening. mmmm mm. You can never eat too much desserts in your life, its like a staple for a sweet tooth like me. Speaking of which, i just found out this morning that we're out of chocolate powder and hot sauce. How will i live without them? lol Along with chocolate and cheesecake, im also a hot sauce, cookies, and italian food whore. I eat all i can now that i still have a fast metabolism, when im ragedy and on my 40s, i beg of you to refrain me from eating. XD I could just see myself fat and double chinned working a secretarial job and remorsefully eating a salad that my co-worker bought in mcdonalds while drooling on them skinny blond's burger. asdf. whew.

oh, i got 5 beeps today. and alot of 180 degree faces turning. aaah, im not bragging. im just saying how funny it is for people to do that. lol

-keep on indulging. worry later.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {5:51 PM}

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

God said "aaah, your wish is granted" and catapulted a hottie tour guide in our neck of the wood. XD UC santa barbara field trip was way awesome, it was a rocky road sprinkled with grated chocolate on a hot summer day. I thought i was not gonna be able to go because as always, it seemed to me that maybe, just maybe my mom was driving slower than the rest of the drivers. That wasn't the case however, the problem was the damn stoplights, they're like bees swarmed everywhere, but in this case planted in every intersection in America. Sure, they prevent accidents now and then, but do you really think people who needs to be in their work desks on time, needs them? Im not saying that we should get rid of them completely--that's not gonna happen. Im just complaining that the time it takes for the lights to change, takes forever, as in like counting sheeps, 1 missisippi, 2 mississippi...so on and fort. How annoying is it to watch the time past by in your car as your either gonna be fired for being late again or bailed on some important trip, etc etc etc? Very, right?

I got there a minute early however. I didnt get to enjoy a breakfast meal so i ended up eating the cute lunchables i hacked from our cooler. There was a heavy traffic in ventura freeway, the couch bus was literally like parked in the middle of the street. I wasnt bother much by it not like the stop lights in the valley because we had some oldie songs playing and my window view was close enough to being great. The not so great part was the freezing AC on blowing me off right in my arms. When we got to the coastal highway, the fog barely cleared up but i knew right then, i would love Santa Barbara. Outside wasnt any different, the cool wind was a natural AC for us valley kids.

We didnt directly tour the school... We first roamed around Isla Vista, the main living quarters, on our way. It's just like any kind of place with houses and apartments on, the only difference was that, its part of UCSB vicinity. The place is also complete with a variety of fastfoods and shopping areas, topping it off with a theater, bowling room, a gym with jacuzzi accomodations, yes, the students are living the college life LARGE. In most places, the pedestrians have the right of way, right? well here, the bikers do; everywhere you go, you'll see bikes parked, bike lanes, and skirts flown off by the wind...oh that wasnt part of it. XD

We spent 1 hour with a presentor, not a very good one for that matter. He walked back and fort too much, i got dizzy just by looking at him. I dont even remember a single thing he told us, weird. Afterwards, the moment had come, our hot tour guide was giving us the tour, weeee. I think he was philip, or brad or whatever lol he was a very good example of wallflower, a feast for our eyes. He did a good job telling us the descriptions of the different halls, the library, but again, i couldnt remember anything he said. I was too pre-occupied staring at his blue eyes that i completely forgot to actually listen to what he got to say. lol He kept scratching too, his right armpit, his stomach, his back, there was a good chance he didnt get to shower, but his hair was wet so how could he possibly get "cooties" after taking a shower? hahaha, i dunno.

I had me some chinese food for lunch. Unlike any other day, i finish the whole plate, eeer, yes, i was pigging out in front of them skinny japanese people. XP Unfortunately after, we had to go to another college trip on nearby city, camarillo. But definitely, if i want some laidback athmosphere and hot surfer dudes in college, i should totally consider UC santa barbara to apply to. It not only defines california in itself, the environment is very green which i like, beautiful trimmed trees all-together and humongous sculptures through out. HOT.

CSU channel islands was a different story. It wasnt near the beach, it wasnt in the channel islands locale, it was in camarillo near those strawberry plantations at. The school is hidden behind fields of lemons and strawberries, you wouldnt even think twice if the school actually exist. Its very small like pierce, nothing much going around but old spanish-like buildings. I love their bell tower though and when looking up, you could see the hand painted spanish ceilings, very gorgeous. I was told it was an old mental hospital so i didnt spend wandering why the cold feeling existed yesterday. They have very small classes and i wouldnt wanna be notice by the professors, that's like so high school-ish. Anyway, hands down for Jian's funny presentation, i enjoyed it and their vending machines are L O V E.

how do you rent-a-highway?

call boxes everywhere.

watching people drive.

saw the largest car dearler.

hills rolled like cinnamon rolls.

never ending coastal highway.

i want my own beach house someday.

pictures falling, is summer ending that fast?

Every end has a beginning.

-sweet summer.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {7:18 PM}

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Mr. Red came bearing spot, eeky. I hate this, i couldnt move much, my insecurity is surfacing around and im just grrrrr, either too deep or silly. Thanks to my wonderful oh so mother, nobody picked me up today. She called my ride and told him she was gonna pick me up. If i didnt know any better, i think my mom is oh i dunno, being evil, letting me wait for 15 minutes or take the bus. I guess she's learning something from me, that's the way to go, eh?

Nobody was in our teen council, we whored on shasta cola and played chess. I havent been to the library for 2 days and i missed everybody, the books, the boredom, everything, i guess. Nothing's new, maybe old patrons come visiting back, other than that, nada, niet, noooooo.

I had the best italian dish today, amen. Nothing exotic (though i had hoped for real zebra even against my animal cruelty campaign XD), just alot of zebra ravioli and cream. He got me there, like wow, now i know how gullible i am. I should run for gulliblest superlative, i'll win fo sho. lol Even though i've never been to Milano's before, I truly fell in love with the place: food is just psychotically good. Plus, they actually try to save energy. For me who's concerns are of energy saving and vegetarianism, them lighting a candle was thumb's way up. I dont care if they did it for the ambience, i care just cuz there actually saving energy, cluelessly. And what a better way to top the night but with fruit tart? afadfadfadfasdfasdhfasdfasdfsaf, deadly: cheesecake like with fruits on top. aaaaaah, THANK YOU.

--sleepy keeki

P.S. Camp college is fine. goin to UC santa barbara tomorrow. uhm, channel islands after. Oh and some KCLA something something channel is gonna come friday. weeeeeeee.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {9:15 PM}

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

A poem, a stupid, stupid poem.

smelly cat.
power ranger.
single.
past me that stupid beer and lets cheer.
i have a crush, yes i do.
i hate him a lot..minutes later, i still do.
he's so shy and quiet...
looking for an agressive guy, oh so true.

Here's an advice: [it could work the other way around as well]
Girls.

Are you too shy tell a boy how you feel?
Give him a cookie. He'll understand.

If he's an idiot and asks you, what is the cookie for? Tell him that you're curious to find out which he thinks tastes sweeter, the cookie or your kiss. If he hesitates to engage you, move on. There are other fishes in the sea.

WHAT OBJECT WOULD MOST DESCRIBE YOU?
Just like an abstract painting, im very random, sometimes hard to figure
who i really am or what im really broadcasting. Im often at times get judge
off by a lot of people--im this and that but the only way to know the real
me is well, getting to know me (thus, looking closely to get the meaning
of an abstract painting). The new abstract movement wasnt love by the
people in a snap but as it develops and years have emerge into the other,
critics and alike learned to accept that art shouldnt always be realistic or
of nature, it could also represent in a very peculiar way, abstract. I could
be invisible or shine like a star which i think is parallel to abstract paintings:
some are hugely idolized but some, they're left there with just a few fans. Im not
saying i am idolized cuz im far off to that point but i have my family and
friends who cherish my existence, who makes me special and that
i think is mutual.

I'll be 17 on the 18th of septiembre, how awesome.

I wish for: hair peace: hence no dramas for a year, happiness always (whatever happens), getting my sanity back AND MY OWN DIGITAL CAMERA. But looking back to this year, i dont think i deserve any of that but of getting my sanity. I've been a crappy friend, daughter, granddaughter, aunt, cousin, everything, i've been crappy, I'M JUST REALLY SORRY i have been.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {3:10 PM}

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Friday, August 18, 2006

"The world saw evil that day. Two men saw something else."

It was a horendous picture that sadden us all, it was that day when the root of terrorism had cross over the thin line between mercy and belief. This movie demonstrates the two Port Authority police officers struggle between life underneath the fallen ground zero debris. When i saw the trailer on TV the first time, i knew i just had to see it. Im not particularly stuck with the Sept. 11 incident nor i know something behind what lead this men to do what they had to do that day. I expected more to this movie though, but ended up just seeing the story of two people who barely did anything to save the rest among chaos. Don't get me wrong, i think its a good movie from the start but the director, Oliver Stone made a wrong decision naming his film, WTC. The narration of World Trade Center was more than just 2 people, it was about 2, 789 people who got killed, with the regular people and rescue teams underneath the heavy crushed structure of the twin towers. It wasnt right that the 2 survivors got the commemoration and the rest who actually did something is still attached to the frightening flashback of that cold New York morning. Then again, I do not think that those people are ready yet to show the other half of world what happened with their love ones in that devastation. Going back to time would crush them spirit...again. Sept. 11 2001 aint worth going back to nor seeing it over to the Big screen but this one i think, is an exception. Perhaps a pre-movie...not too light but not too heavy either.

-Go see it.

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=Cutting in-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=

I wanna point out people who stereotype the whole Muslim community. Earth to all of you, you have to know more about Islam religion, culture and history to be able to understand and distinguish the guilty [terrorist organization] and the innocent ones living in North America and pretty much around the world. You cant blame a whole ethnicity for the mistakes and wrong doing of the few, it just doesnt work that way. Americans have to stop generalizing that Muslims are "the enemy" we need to watch out for. They are not the enemy, Osama Bin Laden and his crew are.

I cant really emphasize much on this topic but pls, stop being a prejudice.

P.S.

i'll give more in depth review after researching.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {9:52 PM}

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Im setting a Guinness world record for the number of times taken, regardless of DMV written tests.

I was confident imma get today's test right. I studied my butt off and woke up early to do some last minute reading then, BAD LUCK happened, for the third time. My heart was literally throbbing, i couldnt wait for the lady to tell me if i passed or not. I had that feeling again, that feeling of failing, of disappointment. I didnt pass, in other words, i failed, in other more words, I SUCK big time. I cried, i badly wanna pass the test. We put so much effort to it and i only got what i got last time, bummer. Its no big of a deal but for me to not pass the third time, that's a very different story. Its like a big, heavy bowl of mashed potato had been thrown towards me. My optimism is crush for the moment.

Thinking it over, it might not be so aweful to be a DMV office patron. I could be the kid who grows up taking the tests over and over again. I'll be the favorite one, be the friend of every staff (just on that section lol). Then in the end, they'll just give up and pass me because they feel pity for me. Just give me this humor down, lemme be a clown. I need it bad, i was even thinking of running off somewhere...take the bus or something. I asked Clyde if he wanna go somewhere unspecified but he chose a book over me. Im a good friend and i wont depvrive him of his bookwormy ways. I just hoped he could of said yes, we would of been lost by now on some place else which would of relieve my crappiness.

Dont worry, im all better now. All i needed was jicama salad and a cat sleep. Too bad there were no Jerry Springer Show to cheer me up this late afternoon.

Looking for something, fishes in the pond.

-kee

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {4:53 PM}

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Thursday, August 17, 2006

A big bummer on my part now that my dance class--basically my summer is nearly over. :- ( It has been very insightful season, with me volunteering at the library, be able to distinguish that i, keekee, is a very good dancer, and a new light top on my head concerning how men's minds really works (but its not important for you strangers to know). Its like life for me is ending all over again. Life that perhaps i gotten used to. I've loved the weather, the company, and the attentions they've given and that my dear friend, i dont wanna put to memories yet. I wasnt able to spend time with the awesome people at school even though we promise we will however, it doesnt bother me much that i grew so close with these 2 friends. I would rather have 2 than millions of acquiantances. Meeting people along the way was a very interesting experience and would continue that way. We can never meet too many people who'll end up just "nobody's" in the end. Some of us we'll probably not even gonna keep in contact with these afew. It doesnt matter anyway, as long as you tried, a big kudos for you.

"I really dunno", thats the big dillema im having, i dont know what i want, like, love etc I can never answer a straight question, even simple ones, without saying "I dunno". Yes, its true, i dunno what i really want. It takes me forever to decide on small things. Im the kind of person who would like to take her time on things. Rushing me equates being B!tchy, i dont like that. People around me are always rushing, always stressed. I do rush myself on late workpapers but that's a different story from "rushing me"...as in, ME, gets? I could be spontaneous at times by quickly answering questions or doing things without even thinking bout the consequences afterwards. Like today, i messed up again. We had the last program for the teens summer reading and there was this one girl with two younger siblings. I said she couldnt come inside with the two kids, i didnt say, "you cant join us". There's a big difference in the scenario and as always, i got another sermon from Ms. J. She's really nice though cuz she just said "Forget about it." Alright, i'll forget about it but you see, these small things make me wanna think I DO SUCK AFTER ALL. Now you know, IM THE GIRL WITH LOW SELF-ESTEEM. TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME, GO AHEAD, I'LL DO MY REVENGE AFTERWARDS. right? no. maybe so.

This day was random, bummer out, fun. I love being the goofy one in my teen council. Some people might not think so, but seriously, i do have my funny side some time. It was fun welcoming the kids with Mellisa. That kid will grow up just like me, the one with weird sense of humour, anything will truly makes her laugh. I'll never forget "carwash sign" nor the blank sign we posted for the "warm" welcome. Me asking the room to sing something but ended up saying "sing happy birthday"; me, running away from the spotlight because nobody wanna participate in my lame entertainment provided for the day. Playing sharade with my partner in goofiness, Melissa, drawing the mcdonalds sign and who wouldnt know? how easy right? Yea i guess it was an easy drawing but i painted a smile on those kids face. I love being around kids, lowering my teen level in their own level. Its me who likes working with them but it is also me who hates them for misplacing all the books in the library. Other teen councils wouldnt dare to do what i've done today. Instead of helping me entertaining them, they were standing there, talking god knows what. Thanked god they were, nonetheless, i owned the spotlight, cheya!

to make it short:

1. I dont like people thinking Clyde and I are a couple. We're just close friends, like cherries and apples where if put together doesnt really make any good, how disgusting right? that's what we are, friends..close i hope. XD
2. Rhag, Emman, likes me? I dunno if it was just me but these 2 kept looking at me, fooling around me. But okay, i enjoy their company. i wish they come volunteer often.
3. We're performing a swing number next wednesday. *shrugs*
4. ..................off to bed, really tired and still needs to study for them dancing test tomorrow.



-keeks.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {12:00 AM}

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

"I said young man, pick yourself off the ground..."

Guess what song it is from? Yes, yes yes, YMCA by The Village People. I love doing the Y M C A with my arms, its sorta like my dance craze for tonight...or forever, lol. I just gotta love the fact that my friend's mom likes listening to 80s music and who doesnt like 80s craze anyway? well maybe some people but screw them, im sticking to all of my "guilty" songs even i get tease for it: songs by The Bangles (eternal flame, heaven is a place on earth, dancing like egyptian) and some others i dont even know there titles are. I actually wish i was born before the 70s and 80s crazy era. I would of gone rallying for the troops in Vietnam, grew my hairs hips long to join the rest of the hippies, and had big, puffy hairs and humongous earrings which FYI, i still have from Ms. J and mother's. Then again, i like the generation i am now. Some of us are as crazy as them before though we're not actually politically inclined in any way whatsoever. A great amount of us bull Bush Jr. for being under the IQ level most of us have but what do we know? All i know is that, we're the new wave music kids--we listen to music as a hobby, we corrupt the music industry by downloading illegally, and we can actually sit still just listenin to music and not get bored. And what comes to music other than dancing? yes, besides listening, we create dance steps to go along with it. However, what we are mostly known now is electronic devices inclined. There's the internet which if not mistaken is mostly taking over our free times, refraining us to embrace the fresh air essential for our healthy growth. Even though we wanna get away from it, it pulls us towards like a magnet, "noooo, come here, waste your time, i'll be your buddy forever", its freakin physcho machine that gives scientists a reason to blame us for global warming in the future. There are also the new innovations like ipods, tripods whatever pods there is, cellular phones with everything on it from electronic mails to fixated cameras to go along with, and some other stuff that keep us away from acquiring knowledge, from doing choirs which then sculpts us into cereal bunches of sloths. (ha, what a smart way of putting it. lol)

We're pretty lucky to have all of these innovations, it is helpful and ennjoyable to most part but then i dunno, it makes us the "bad" generation. It not only ruin our health in terms of radiation and hearing in regards to "pods" speakers (ive read somewhere about it before) but it also makes us the mother earth destroyers. We consume too much energy, spending too much time in front of the evil computer and loading up batteries on our mini-gadgets. Whatever innovators will think of next, im just hoping nothing that would make us lazy asses forever (we do not want forever, trust me). I see our future as all hi-techs: no more of doing things our own, i wouldnt even be surpise if they introduce robot "helpers" next or something like that. We never know, tisk tisk.

One solution: it is never a bad thing to go hippie all the way.

That's all. im taking off and prepare me some Adobo. yum yum.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {8:50 PM}

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

It is unfortunate how blessed people like us whine about the imperfections of life sometime. Yes, we do have all the right to do what we want even if it means questioning why life is hard blah blah but you know what? WE SHOULDN'T. People who live in third world countries got life worst than us. They struggle to feed their 10 children but still suck what life have in store for them. Some even live in shanties even though they have a janitorial job that seems providing them with good pay.

What im saying is this: instead of whining all the time, why not be thankful that we still have a home to stay in and food to fill our bellies? Just think about the other billions of people living out there somewhere who eats, showers, once a day. Yes, once a day. They get paid less than the cost of your gucci bag or some branded material things you have. They dont have cars for their daily commune...basically, they are deprive of the wealth some of us acquire. So when life's good karma don't go along your way, just SUCK IT UP, you dimwittedspoiledbrat.
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Jobs im putting consideration to:
1. Interior Designing
2. Food/businesses critic?
3. Environmentalist
4. Activist
5. Owning a Day Care center? XD
6. Art Teacher for elementary kids

but if all else fail after reevaluating each of them jobs, there's always fastfood serving or sanitarial jobs. i.e. trash, public restroom cleaner. =P

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {5:01 PM}

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

I failed.

Yet again, i failed my written test. What a girl to do? Moped around, whine even but how could i when i could just easily go back to bed and watched people on TV catfight. Jerry Springer rocks my socks. woot! The show is so stupid you cant help but laugh at this people's twisted thinking. They go on womanizing, sleeping with other women then want their wives back? Of course there would be all kind of dramas from person to person and would the wives want their husbands back? Oh, boyfriend, hell nah!!!!

I feel better now. That's what took me to do so: watching dumbasses cuss for ever 10 minutes or so, blip blip adfasdfasdfasfgasdfasdfasd.

Oh, i talked to Jim of Art Institute Sta. Monica.

We're gonna tour the place Monday at noon.

I might have a shot with Interior Designing after all.

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {11:56 AM}

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Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Before i go to bed, i wanna post what took me 30 minutes to write yesterday. My ideas were everywhere, even now, damn straight they are. You see, i have this subject in mind but i wont always be direct to the point.

Here's what i've wrote:
Saving the Environment: Are We Just Bunch of Tree Huggers?

Yes, we care about the environment deeply, we have something
in mind on how we can promote our ideas as well as doubling our
environmental interactions. But then, im sorry to say this but we're
bunch of hypocrites, yes, including me. Some of us buy guccis
and LVs in which if im not mistaken made from animal skins. We buy
gucci perfumes that had been tested from innocent animals. We
consume tons of electricity everyday that could lead us faster to
global warming (yes! me, im guilty). We devour meat as if the animals
who got butchered are not living things. The list goes on.

No, im not saying, we all go vegan and vegetarian but you see, it
takes a lot to really save the environment, to really stop animal cruelty etc. Environment doesnt constitute the air, water, trees alone, i've learned. There are other things to reconsider that can decreases our daily impact. Like saving energy or wearing faux fur (sp?), you see? its the small things we fail to lessen our impact on. Nonetheless, whoever we are on the human chain, I urge you to keep the environmental act going even if it means you have to do it in your own simple ways. We need to act as ONE towards the salvation of our mother earth.


Right, who's talking? I am. The person who preaches other people to do something but fail to do her own part. I deserve a loud Boo! Note to self, I wrote this to a Filipino teen forum where yes, these teens do have something in mind but do you think they would actually go do it? Maybe some would but the other 50%, i doubt it. Even i would fail to do my contribution but like i said, "simple ways"...whatever it is, throwing your gum the proper way, your trash directly on the trashcan/recycling, walking, anything you do that is environmental friendly can help.

Another topic led me to wrote it. It says the majority of teens dunno what poverty is because if we do know, how come we're there reading her message? the topic starter said. Maybe she's right and wrong for the most part. We do know what poverty and what causes people to go under the clump of different classes. The problem is, we dunno where to and how even. Thanks to my friend, i now have a list of things concerning that. I just had to find a way, im lazy so i just said i dunno, how stupid of me.

Notice anything? The two topics, poverty and saving the environment is part of "good deeds" to mankind and the things around that affects us. I wrote this here bcuz it would drive me crazy to find that my blog is full of daily BSs i dont think is any help to the poor or the environment later on.

There, i still have the DMV thing tomorrow so goodnight. i'll be preaching again, tata!

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {11:22 PM}

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Tuesday, August 08, 2006

What a fun, hectic day. Work was irritatingly unorganized, books scattered everywhere and people were going to different directions, it was overwhelming. I drew my first batman and fantastic 4 figure at the drawing program and have gotten an "awesome" remark, yes! yes! lol Im very shallow, small things could make me smile. People dont even have to try hard to make me do so. It would be like a snap. he.

Our 'going to pierce" adventure was even funner with the two different bus rides and the laughters in between the wait. have i told you people make me laugh? Its fun staring at the drivers who would then stare back at me. its like human impulse, like magnet you know? Anyways, my friend and i dislike of them "preppies" led us to making fun of them the whole entire day. Oh not to mention Filipinos who have slang tagalog. We like literally tried to talk "like zohmygod, like like like like..." lol Fun! I guess our fraps made us a little cuckoo, okay, alot. We merely laughed our lungs out, whistled some of titanic's soundtracks, and even danced behind the Campus Center "blinds". hahaha.

Dance class was okay however. I was messing my chacha steps, trying to go with the beat but man, my partners sucks well not all of them. I do try to go with their flow but i couldnt. It will be better tomorrow, dont worry.

parking lot dancing was attention getter. We will do it again sometime. If you wanna join, come on come on! lol

New photoshoot and hang out place: The botanical garden. discovered it just yesterday. Is not a perfect garden but almost breathtaking nonetheless.

this is the best summer ever. ily<3

P.S.
dont you find people picking their noses and trying to hide it, funny? We do! :P

Blast that stereo, LOUD! {9:05 PM}