Saturday, April 21, 2007
Blast that stereo, LOUD! {12:23 AM}
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
If you think about it, life is a cycle of never-ending blooperous events; even how bad you may be getting the treat, when you stop thinking and pretend you are reborned, you will see the beauty behind all the madness. If not, you've failed and miss on the things that life may offer. How do i know this? Lets just say i'm someone who are resistance of the things that will never changed. A someone who tries harder to, as much as possible, not conform on the rules of life. A someone who just figured it out...had an Eureka! moment and now trying to preach no one in particular.
I keep wondering what was the shooter's motive in the Virginia Tech Massacre. Did he just wake up that Monday morning, bored and think he would go on to a shooting spree? Was he a lone loner trying to get more attention? or He just had it with the bullshitness of life that barrigated him, caved in and couldn't breath and TADA! 32 people dead, life's better? I don't know him personally but what he did left the whole nation in astonishment and families of the victims sadden that someone wonderful, beautiful, a 4.0 student got shot for no reason at all. And if he did have a lot of issues building up inside, it was not a reason to suddenly commit a crime or that take other innocent lives for it. If he wanted to, he could have skipped the shooting spree and committed suicide.
Violence is not the answer to his problems. He was mentally ill but that alone, he couldn't accept. They key to a progressive life is accepting the issues you have in yourself. I admit, i have a hard time doing that myself but i make sure that i do so little by little. Nobody's perfect. We all have our own issues but thinking that life ends for us when such issues surfaces can trigger a depressing attitude and thus, hating many people for being contented.
When things aren't looking bright for you, think positively...or better yet, don't think at all. It is much worst when you constantly think how bad you're getting it. But when you don't think at all and occupy your thoughts on food or those bright rows of sunflowers, you will see that there's nothing more wonderful than to live the life that we are bound to have. Look in for humour, smile for no reason at all, and hold yourself back and not let those little petty things that can get you worked out and pissed.
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Yes, it more than applies to me than to others. And now that i figured it out and plan on letting go of everyone and everything, i think i'll be fine. To surround myself with people that i don't mind laughing and talking random things with is my key to a fulfilling life. I realized I got it better than thousands of people: i have my mom for a dose of bitching, my entire family who reminds me to change ever so often, my friends who i danced macarena with spirit fingers, my teachers who actually care about my schooling, and I GOT ME A SMART PHYSICS TUTOR, oh, Mr. Stew did. :D
Lovey.
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Blast that stereo, LOUD! {7:41 PM}
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Monday, April 16, 2007
Hello, my wonderful imaginary readers. :)
That IS IT.
If i truly love this people, I care about 'em than they'll ever know, I will greatly put my feelings at stake and let them go.
For my own benefit and for others as well I am going to change the overly expressive person that i've become today.
I will not set too many goals for myself because that'd make my drive to "change" unrealistic and unattainable.
I am gonna start from waking up early everyday to make Mr. Stew a little less frustrated.
I won't over-react on things, unless necessary and or that I'm staring on my Hollywood movie, then i have the right do so.
I will stop being sarcastic to people; not many get my sarcasm so i will go back to the sweet, little angel that i used to be and stay like that forever. :D
I will be more pro-active.
I will graduate high school and do my best to use my talents my way to success.
I am going to be a great contributor to society.
I am going to be "selfing" but not selfish. *selfing means caring about yourself but at the same time, others as well.
People will favor my art. And when ask who's their favorite artist, they will say Dann_ug, not Monet, not Picasso, Dann_ug.
More importantly, I'm gonna have a better "posture" and will hold my head up high: life is good and the world is my playground.
How bout you? What do you wanna change in yourself? What are your goals?
Blast that stereo, LOUD! {8:41 PM}
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Monday, April 09, 2007
Spring Break Expenses, the KeekeeCard.
5 bottles of soda: $5
Chocolate covered macadamia nuts from the 99c store: $3
Mint chocolate: $5
Sleep: a little over 50 hours
Walking: possibly more than 500 steps
Fat and old white people checking us out: 20
phone calls: 100 within a 3 people range
Electricity wasted: TONS
Acrylic Paints: $30
Etc etc etc
Finding out i actually know how to play tennis, getting addicted to the game and joints hurting afterwards; a week of feeling like an idiot; stupid artist block; almost pulling all my hair out of art frustration; another 5 days proving myself an insane psycho freak and a big dramatist; discovering my sister Clair is already married with a kid; me in total awe how i've lost contact with almost everyone in my family in over 3 years; AND listening to my art teacher's speech regarding my latest artworks, how what i'm doing is an actual fine arts material, feeling like the biggest ego-manic because i've accomplished far more than my art peeps this time around and of course, the great compliments as my hard work paid off: it feels good: PRICELESS, UNNUMBERED.
In art, along with skills and passion, letting go of your inhibitions can make a big difference on how your art piece is gonna turn out. If you just loosen up, stop thinking of the future and live the art for today, things will be fine. Art, Life, what's the difference?
AND that my folks, is the Keekee way.
Goodnight.
Goodnight.
Blast that stereo, LOUD! {10:02 PM}
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Hanging up the phone is soo last century.
Almost all of us have gotten telemarketing calls one way or another. While the minority tries to be nice to this random callers that offers fake incentives and prizes, the majority are rather skeptic and would rudely hangs up to such callers. I am part of the majority; it annoys me that every time i wait for an important call, telemarketers disrupt my peaceful zen and pretty much waste a valuable time that i could've use gossiping with a friend over the phone--which, believe me is way important than getting warmed up from a UK Lottery Prize, a dude with a phony english accent asking you to give him your credit card number.
I dread the idea of these people believing we are bunch of naivette citizens that would fall for their professional smuggling, or should i say, professional crank calling. But do WE really wanna hang up every time these telemarketer calls? Hanging up is the easy way out though if anyone of you wanna get even and have fun with it, here are some ways to completely throw some of these people off:
1. Try to ask them questions like how's their day going, do they know Jose--randomly talk to them without giving much attention to what they're saying. Be friendly, really, absofuckinlutely friendly until they hang up themselves. If not, ask them if they're from India (cly_de's idea LOL). That would piss 'em off.
2. IF and only if, they tell you, your family have won a million dollar in cash, a BMW car or something so unbelievably stupid, act like you're so happy to hear the good news, happily scream for say, 10 minutes or so then confront 'em right away that you're a lawyer and will sue them for fraud...for being a scumbag--for almost giving you a heart attack. OR Just say "Are you kidding me!? DO you really think i'd fall for this!? DO you!?" and that would scare 'em away for a good 5 years then they'd call again.
3. If he asks if the number he dialed is the right one, tell him no that its: a pizza chain/the office of admissions of the university of the undecided/or be completely sarcastic and ask back "Is it?" and surely, he'll hang up and possibly tell you to get yourself some good manners.
Note: The enumerated ideas above hasn't been tested in real life. BUT pls feel free to use any of it. Just don't blame me if something offly wrong happens. :-)
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http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/blogs/nominee/decipher-reflections-from-realityI dunno how it works, but i think you could leave a comment and that'd count as a vote, actually voting for me or something. Anyway, muchos abrazar y thank you en advance. :D
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