| I saw a gleaming face amongst the crowd, she followed me from i dunno where. I waved at her and she walked towards my direction. I was watching some kind of a sport game; i dont remember any clear details, this particular dream is a blur.

This kid who lived next door to me, who gratifies me with a smile every time we see each other was part of my dream. It was like being in a horror movie minus the gross details. I was seemingly had a close relationship with her, like we've known each other, we've spent time together playing barbie until i found out she never existed or something on that note. We spent time together on a basketball game or some kind of a county fair. We were on a cotton candy stand when she suddenly disappear in my side. I made my way through into the crowd, searching, with a weary expression in my face. I saw two adults on one of the benches who i thought was her parents. I've never talked to them, but i know how they look like. I went up to them and asked if they've seen her. The lady had a sad vibe on her, i thought i did something bad when she suddenly leaned on her husband closely and started crying. My worriedness grew, i felt like i was at fault but the feelings i had were very surreal. I was at peak and wanted to join the lady "oh no now, dont you cry as well" the man said. "what did i do?" i asked him with the lump in my throat. "Didnt you know dear, she passed away 5 years ago." Questions came like a speeding bullet, the surrounding started to spin around, what? why? how? i was confuzzled how could she died? I've talked, said hi to her, from the past 5 years. I've seen her around the condo compound, she cant be dead, right?

According to my dream, i was haunted by her sweet soul the past 5 years. I was the only one who could see her running around, her sweet smile, greeting me. I dunno why nobody had told me she got ran over by a drunk driver and why i'm the only one who could see her. Did she need to spent time with me, to properly say goodbye?

And the bigger question, why did i dream of her being gone for 5 years? Its not right, i like the kid, she's the sweetest among the kids in my neighborhood. I dont understand why my dream have to be about her.

WHAT DOES IT MEAN? (i've never understand what dreams represent.)
-keekee

I eat art, bitchy, and tomato omelet for breakfast. I do have a heart of gold even with my "I say it how it is" attitude. I'm above anything else, crazy: dramatist at times, witty funny and I am every personalities put together. I don't think I am stupid just because it takes me longer to figure or do things. In my free time, I tend to dance in my undies until i fall asleep half-naked. Other than those mentioned, there is nothing more special about me. If there is, it is yet undiscovered. So i came upon a goal: self-discovery or bust, babe.

&hearts music
&hearts art
&hearts writing
&hearts cooking
&hearts photography
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&hearts cheese monkeys
&hearts coffee
&hearts hot hot heat
&hearts sunshine
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&hearts pickle relish
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&hearts floors
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Anne:Dysfunctionism.
Arnel:Lover Boy.
Aaron:Strange guy.
Avy:Anguished.
Bam:thegreat.
Catherine:Rawrness.
Carl:Tuesdays.
Dane:Oxymoron.
DC:Alter-ego.
Dhea:Mixed Emotions.
Dotep:Memory.
Elmo:Big bird!
Francess:Spunkified.
Gerome:Basketbolista.
Giselle:Soccer-ism.
Gracie:Pretty.
Henzel:Flyaway.
IT2M
Ituloy angSulong.
Jasmin:rockin.
Jham:summer.
LA:Artworks.
maryjuana:Life.
Mark:makeenetics.
Mark:Secrets.
Miselle:unpromiscuous.
Mishi: Korean jive
Pam:Vanity.
Reyn:Orange world.
Rina:peace&love
Tala:Sarcasm.
Teen Council default.
Tina:life's abundant.
UtakGago:writing genius
Xyla:nurcessist.

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