Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Because i wanted my peers to think i can be classy too without my glorious brown flipflops, i went to school today in an inch-high heels-slash-sandals. News Flash! News Flash! The girl who rarely puts on make up, who thinks can live with jeans and shirt went to school in pretty heels? Very shocking to the 100th power, right? Well, i did and there's nothing you can do about it now, thankyouverymuch. I blame anyone i know for not stopping me be that stick-figured kid dragging her heels at school today. For being the laughing figure and yes, i had fun tic tacking my shoes to pissed everybody off.
But after this, i think imma stick to flip flops forever. I'll go to work wearing flip flops, i'll keep the one, the very dependable one that i have now until i dread over it and buy another one, i'll marry the bum of my dreams in flip flops, and sure enough, i'll grow old in flip flops. I just cant handle creating tic tac noises and all the wonderful people's attention in me and my attempt to sexiness have failed me if not forever, still for many years to come. WHile im undergoing my latest art frustration, i decided to be frustrated to everything else now when its still early to be, when i still have time to change my frustration course into something the opposite of that. :-P Thus came, heels, hair,face, life, boys, and family frustrations into the picture. Living my 17th year seems like fun, aint it? YOU BETCHA.
Anyway, i've been thinking, if i cant handle heels, i must not get a job that requires me to wear heels, so i guess my dream of being ahem, "petite" model, a secretarial job on those very high class hotels, a hooker or even oh yeah, flight attendant is very out, in the very end of my career scenario which suckily sucks my rah rah spirit. I can just see my future and me sleeping in with the homies in the streets of los angeles wearing the same dirty looking flip flops and begging my used-to-be-peers for a glass of perrier bottled water (classiness sticks to you lol). Because of my beastly face then, not even grandpa would give me an hour of his day; i'll be that horrible looking (like im not now pssh) and will die from a street accident. Unless of course, i start being a better student, going with what my controlling teachers wants me to do, and practice wearing heels everyday, i'll still probably have a dimly-lighted future. (ahemDQ)
So there it is, even i have many frustrations right now, i still have a dream, a very blurred out dream but still a dream nonetheless. :-) I wanna be somebody who'll help out those bums in Los Angeles when i'm older not be one of them and i pretty much wanna be useful and not idle like how i pessimistically described my futuro. Although i cant ask myself to wear heels now or the next year everyfuckingday, I think wearing flip flops would not hurt me in any way, besides what else could i ask for when i get many attentions having my bum fashion everytime? Hrm no not really true but being conceited some times does not hurt as well. ;-)
Your drama princess.
-Keeki.
-Keeki.
P.S. Dont worry. i'll wear 'heels' for just about anyone that deserves 'impressing'. lol and that might be you, or you and whoever YOU are. :-D its kinda comfy tho but for me who've rarely wear it, its awkward.
Blast that stereo, LOUD! {3:36 PM}
