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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Brighter Discontent: Goodbye.I'm done with eerthing for now. I won't be writing in my blog nor myspace-ing for a very long time. I'll cut off the connection from here then until i feel like "publicizing" my opinions again. That'd be another resolution, to unmanage my "sites" and let 'em work by emselves. I dunno how, but they will manage without me. Im sure many imaginary readers will miss my naive opinions but i gotta get back in track and stop hiding behind this blog and or communicating with my friends in myspace. I have their numbers, i could call and when i just can't help but write my witty opinions, I won't be here but behind some AP govt essays; I got 5 of 'em to be finish by the 8th. Not really sure if im coming back here any day this week or next week or the week after that, but be certain no more angsty opinions; who cares about my feelings anyway? It just messes me up--i mean, understanding 'em messes me up.
Much thanks to all of you who have been reading and who have been a part of this blog. I enjoyed reading your thoughts and hopefully you enjoyed mine too. Maybe when i've worked some pretty major "self-adjustments" i'll be logging in here again with better things to say. I wouldnt want to do this but i got things to do along with some winter memries to create with my fam and some friends as well...right. Anyway, the thing is, i've been bumming around for 4 days now and feel like im living this "idle" world where im sitting still, in this case, sleeping still, and not accomplishing anything when in fact i could do so many and be productive. I'm scared my winter break will end and i'd still be sleeping around only to find out i didnt do much the whole break.
I also plan on taking this break fixing me, basically, ready for next year. I cant go on holding to the same things, holding on to the same feelings, and i figured i need a major change, not just my life but everything that goes along with it. On top of that, i need to go back to some lifestyle i've always pictured myself into--going back to pesco/pollo vegetarianism possibly (after this day, though. mom is cooking some chocolate meat haha), taking more pictures for photography material, and i miss art...I havent been practicing a whole lot. It seems that when i've mess up my grades in school, I forgot all the things i wanted to do. I also notice i havent giving all my best in art and sadly, i've cause some irritating whinies when in fact its me who the problem is. Life is good, the days have been beautiful but for the past 4 days, let just say months, i got caught up with school works that i havent really notice anything...havent taken up any real responsibilities.
Well, that's all i wanna say. Thanks again. Remember me. I wanna post a lyric of a song but i have to take a shower now and go christmas shopping. so maybe some other time.
Mon cherie,
keeki.
Blast that stereo, LOUD! {1:05 PM}
